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I am hoping and praying that I will be able to do some missionary work in the Phillipines  soon…

Happy Beginings

As my dating commitment is coming to a quick end I have decided to extend it till the end of summer and maybe further. I can see now that God is wanting me to be focused. I am seeing not only what I want in a relationship, but in friendships as well. I can’t believe how much I have grown this semester thanks to our amazing community at New Song, but especially at MCC Intervarsity. 

I love God and trust that one day when He brings me someone worth my love that it will be a truly happy begining as we share our lives with one another and God.

I decided to make a list. I need one. ( a real one)

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I think I can honestly say that the past 2 weeks have definately been a bit overwhelming with work, school, church, IV, and other stuff; but God has prevailed to remain number 1. I am so excited for the work I have seen Him do, and that he is still doing, and will do! Friday was so amazing. Jess and I are so encouraging to one another. I love that girly!

Gods been working at school, work, and in my friends

WDGS?

What Does God Say?

God says:

I am His daughter.

I am His bride.

He will love me eternaly.

 I am worthy.

He made me to be great, and to do great things.

He made me to love, live and give.

So then why do I doubt this daily? Why do I refuse to be loved by other people as much as they do? Why to I forget what God says? Why do I not do as he asks daily?

But God won’t let me beat myself up for these things. No guilt. I am His daughter and bride who will fight for Him and in times when I feel down I will remember that He loved me so much to let His Son die for me, and that I was worthy enough. He made me to succeed and I chose to succeed in Him to help this world. I will love the widow, the orphan, an refugee. I will Give my time. I will live my life for Him.

I hope to wake up every morning knowing that this is what I’m living for.

Lifes like a Red Flyer…

As peoples lives have changed this year, mine has too. I look back on all the  friendships that have been picked up onto the forever moving wagon of life, and they aren’t coming back. Somehow, I am ok with this. It was time for these friendships to take their leave and be on their ways. I will have my memories, and thats enough for me…

Getting something

I truly believe that I’m going to get a lot out of this retreat to Catalina. I hope God will use those around me to grow, and I pray that he uses me to help those around me grow.

for those of you reading this, I would appreciate some prayer on:

-Direction for some important opportunities that have come up.

-For growing in leadership

-For God to keep me focused

I dunno if I’ll get a chance to write before we leave Sunday, but I hope that you all have a great week next week

p.s if anyone needs prayer for anything lemme know.

Trying

To develop a better relationship with my mom. I wish I would have tried harder when I was in high school instead of just exaggerating on all the stuff she restricted me from and didn’t let me do. That damaged our relationship. She did let me do more than most moms though.I still think she was pretty rad for letting me go to concerts with Jonathan on school nights.

Lets look at Jesus’ relationship with Mary. They were close, and she learned so much from Him. Why can I not try for that?

My mom has noticed my extra efforts and has said something about it. How she has noticed. I like that. I ask my self everyday how I can make things better between us. I love my mom to death. I just don’t love the way we treat one another. I’ve told her before I don’t mean to get so annoyed with her. Or to be rude at times to her. She understands. But I know it doesn’t make it OK.

Gods working on this and so am I.

I get to me sometimes

I let all the small things build up inside me and then I get all flustered about it all. I think that is where I went wrong during my managing period at Albertsons. I was a walking stress ball.  I try to hide it now though. I’m so constantly stressed about so much that my muscles are often achy.

Yesterday I paid my car registration. Thank God I could do it at AAA and not go to the DMV where I would stress on if my number got called, what if I miss it, what if I have to go to the bathroom, are people looking at me weird. Ya, those things go through my mind. I felt like a huge weight was lifted once I slapped that sticker on my car.

I guess what i’m trying to say is I worry way too much. I’m turning into my mom, aunts, and grandma… HELP!

Rob Bell

You rock  my socks…

la,La,LA,lA,la….

things sound like that a bit lately… NOISY.